All Is Continuity


Poetry

Small Town

Small town
hidden from
the centuries.
A town just
over the hills
to the south.
A place where
old men die
in peace.
In the summer,
small creeks
and little
brooks
streaming
down from an
icy mountain
top run dry.
A town with
mills and steel
factories built
in decades past,
now adorned
with shattered
windows and
faded paint
and rusting
smoke stacks.
Quaint, tiny
homes on
tiny lots
with stone
driveways.
This town.
Where neighbors
know each other
by name and by
nickname alike.
A town whose old
men yet to die
sit on wooden
chairs in the
front lawn,
waiting for
cars to drive
down main
street. The mayor,
who lounges
over a banana split
at the corner ice
cream parlor
every Saturday
evening, shoots
the breeze with
the men, young
and old. And next
door the women gossip
by the front gate
of the old Baptist
church built in
1857. This
town that
Washington
doesn’t know
and doesn’t care
to know. America
is this town.
Washington doesn’t
know us.



Corncob In Hand
14 May 2008, 9:00 pm
Filed under: Blockbuster, Family, Housemates, Opinion, Thanksgiving, Thoughts, Uncategorized

It appears as if my brother just might be going to France to visit our cousin for Thanksgiving later this year.

Excuse the four-year-old in me, but that’s just not fair. Proper protocol for siblings, especially brothers less than two years older than their younger counterparts, involves asking said younger counterparts if they would like to go along on such trips. Or any trip.

Unless that trip means going to Blockbuster to rent a movie wherein your older brother spends fifteen minutes and decides he really doesn’t want to rent a movie.

It’s like he’s going off to kindergarten and I’m stuck at home.

In any case, my roommates and me decided to get rid of our phone/internet/dishTV package. So new writing may be slower in coming, though there are some works in progress. I spent half an hour or so the other day hunting down a wireless signal on the campus where I work that doesn’t have a filter on it.

You can assume I found one.



Poetry
9 May 2008, 2:11 am
Filed under: Boys, Creative Writing, Fiction, Poetry, Uncategorized

Boys Will Be Boys

The lamp broke.
Yesteryear.

Father found it.
Shattered.
He’s usually
very good at
fixing things.

A blind man
would be glad
to see it
, he’d
say, with a half
smile after
fanangling
something back
together.

But the lamp
is quite shattered.
Irreparable.

The boys stand.
Eyes wide.
Boys will be boys.
They lie.
Father knows.

Horseplay. Outside!
He’ll say, sternly.
Face reddened.

Boys at play.
Outside.
Yesteryear.
Mother comes
home. Walks
into the house.
Finds father
sweeping up the
shattered lamp.

What happened?!
she’ll say.
Eyebrows raised,
scrunched together.
Forehead in wrinkles.

The cat knocked it over
father will say.



Poetry
6 May 2008, 12:11 am
Filed under: Creative Writing, Fiction, NYC, Poetry, Prose, Thoughts, Twin Towers, Uncategorized

We All Wait Attentively

Write.

Write your thoughts,
young man. To say
what you wish you
could. What someone
you know well needs
to hear. Something
you wish to say.
A philosophy to
change the world.
That the poor might
be made rich and the
rich might be made
content.

Take your pen,
young man, and
write until the ink
runs dry. You need
to speak as your
voice lends itself
to silence a fair amount
too much. Let people
hate you, let folk
love you. The great
thinkers, the lofty
debaters, the crooked
politicians, let them hear
your voice.

Speak.

Stories made up in
an instant. Something
new. Something exciting.
Something dramatic.
Where lovers love anew.
Of lands near and far.
Where paupers live
paupers’ lives and princes
only wish. And kings,
like Charlemagne,
worry not of who
might succeed. Give us
stories with blue skies
and open fields, cities
of buildings made by
the gods of the Earth,
buildings impervious
to destruction.

Tell.

Of times before the twins
fell. When they stood tall.
When cities were safe. And
folk knew their neighbors
and the corner store charged
but a nickel for a stick of gum.

Do you have anything
to say of worth? Then tell
a world yearning to hear.
Tell a world full of misery
something, anything. Really,
you must have something
to say.

We all wait, attentively.



Hello Stupid
3 May 2008, 1:30 am
Filed under: Friday Night, Laptop, Soda, Thoughts

Most people go out on a typical Friday night.

I, on the other hand, would much rather stay shut up in my room. Especially seeing as how I spilled pop over the right section of my laptop keyboard. Well, spilled is a bit too gentle a verb. No, I threw the pop. Ice, too. Lucky me.

It even got my tax rebate checks wet. Doubly lucky me.

So guess how I spent my Friday night.

A free ice cream on me to the person who can guess the song/band referenced somewhere in this post.

[And obviously, if I'm typing this post, then safely assume I got everything cleaned up.]



Poetry
1 May 2008, 3:33 am
Filed under: Creative Writing, Fiction, Poetry, Short Story, Thoughts, Uncategorized

Stories

The stories told.
The children sleepy,
some fastly sleeping.

The stories told
in a room warmed
by a roaring fireplace.
A room almost
overfilled, a room
that heaved, billowed
and rolled along with
the stories.

The children sleep.
The adults sit.
All reminisce.
They all have stories,
it’s the glue that holds
them together.

The children sleep.
When they wake
they will have grown,
they will find the adults
with gray hair telling
stories like they’d
happened only yesterday.
The antagonists - him and
her and Jon and Billy and
Joey, just as if it’d
happened yesterday.

When the children
wake they will have
to tuck their parents
in for the night.
Their parents will sleep.
And the children sit.
All will reminisce
of stories yesterday.
It’s the glue that
holds them together,
for a time, that is, until
gray hairs turn white.



A Duality
29 April 2008, 11:05 pm
Filed under: Creative Writing, Family, Fast Food, Fiction, Poetry, Squirrel, Uncategorized

Offensive

Ice straight
from the freezer
chinging, ringing
while settling
into a 12 ounce
Coca-Cola glass.
But I’ve no drink
other than Pepsi
with which to fill
the glass.

My Father. The Squirrel Slayer.

My mother claims to have tried to raise good boys.

I like rock music. Like my father before me. I like Big Macs and Whoppers and Coca-Cola and eating piles of yet-unbaked goodies. Like my father before me. I drive at ungodly speeds down the street, tires squealing as I pull into the driveway. Just as my father does. My father’s quips and one-liners I repeat to those around me. Spiders still do their pushups on the mirror. My father sits in the backyard, BB gun in hand, smile on his lined face, waiting for squirrels at which to shoot.

I’ve improved on his methods. Today I ran over a squirrel.



An Old Song On The Radio
29 April 2008, 2:32 am
Filed under: Creative Writing, Fiction, Humor, Short Story

Twelve.

Years of age, that is. She grabbed a couple of ice cubes out of the ice maker and plopped them into a glass of sun tea, her third glass that day. Her mom warned her after she gulped down her second glass not to have any more, Drink water if you’re still thirsty. But her mom was, at the moment, napping.

She stepped outside, barefooted. It wasn’t too warm, but it was bright, as though the sun were a three-way lamp light and God had decided to use the highest setting. She decided to sit on the front stoop and wait. For her older brother, Michael, who was supposed to be finishing his second year of University. But he’d just been kicked out and was due home at any moment now. Her parents were furious when they were informed. The juicy information, why Michael was kicked out, was kept from her. Though from overhearing whispers of phone conversations, she’d been able to pick out the words drinking, prank, and streaking.

In any case, she wasn’t too thrilled about Michael moving back home. He was, as she’d heard relatives describe him, uncouth. Acquaintances said he was a ’70’s tree-hugging hippie. There’s just something plain wrong about that boy, Uncle Ted summed at the family reunion last summer. Her mom and dad looked at each other from across the picnic table, each cracking the slightest amused smile that others always mistook for a nervous twitch. But Uncle Ted was certainly one to call someone else uncouth. He’d been arrested twice for disorderly conduct, was known for sitting on his roof late into the night watching for aliens, and was rumored by some of the neighborhood kids to be growing marijuana in his backyard. In the end she simply wished for a better brother, sometimes dreaming she could trade him in.

“Did I not tell you to drink water if you’re still thirsty?”
She jumped in surprise. “I don’t remember.” That was a lie.
“I want you to go clean up your brother’s room before he arrives. Put clean sheets and a quilt on the bed, vacuum the floor and open up the windows to air it out.”
“But why do I have to clean it? He’s the one who got kicked outta school. Make him clean it.”
“Because I told you to clean it…and no one said anything about Michael getting kicked out.”

She balked while her mother stood holding the front door open for her. “Hurry up! I haven’t got all day!” Her mother was exasperated. Probably more so at Michael. It had to be at Michael. She hoped it was at Michael.

Heading into Michael’s room, she flipped on his stereo and turned the radio to the oldies station. She walked over to the front window. Michael had pulled into the driveway. Her mom walked out to his car, arms flailing. Michael popped out of the car, his arms flailing. My whole family is uncouth she thought to herself while tossing the clean bed sheets in the middle of the floor. She walked out of Michael’s room leaving the radio on. He hated it when she used his stereo and most of all, he hated the oldies.

She went over to the fridge and poured herself another tall glass of sun tea. Thanks to Michael, her mom would never know.



Poetry
24 April 2008, 11:52 pm
Filed under: Creative Writing, Death, God, Poetry, Prose, Thoughts, Uncategorized

Remember

Blackbirds in the field.
Count them, a baker’s dozen.
Quiet, so quiet they are.
Too quiet for April.
But then April is a
rather quiet month.
No one remembers
April. Thirty unremembered
days. Eleven other busy
months, so many noisy
months. Thirteen birds
standing quietly in a lonely
field in April.

In the quiet month of
April wars rage. Starving
children die. Murderers
and rapists and thieves
live alongside the rest of
society, governments
stab each other with
rhetoric. No one
will remember any of this
when the quiet month of
April passes.

People pray noisy prayers.
They cry Heal the infirmed,
oh Lord!
and
Save us from distress, dear God!
God is quiet in the month
of April. God is quiet because
he remembers. The prayers
will be forgotten next month.
In the month of May, the
faithful will forget their
noisy prayers. Maybe someone
died. Maybe they drowned in
their distresses.

In April, in a quiet and lonely field,
thirteen blackbirds stand quietly.
I find myself standing
still, too, thinking of those blackbirds
and how maybe they remember
during this month of April.

© t.m.d.
24 April 2008



This and That
23 April 2008, 10:55 pm
Filed under: Christianity, Earth Day, Humor, Slick Shoes, Spring, Summer, Thoughts, Uncategorized

Another day in paradise.

Who needs tickets? It’s free. Keep your window open throughout the night and let the birds sing you awake. The weather is warm enough now where I debate wearing jeans or shorts to work. I really don’t want to wear shorts yet for I am the son of the great white kahuna.

I’m gearing up for a bike ride tomorrow.

Spring is my time to lament winter’s death. I like bundling up with long-sleeved shirts and jackets and hats. But then summer is the time for road trips.

I love road trips.

The kids have their Earth Day posters hung up in the hallway. Liberal humanism mixed with Jesus makes for a sad travesty. But then again I am the cynic. It’s what I do best.

And oh, here’s some kickass news. Slick Shoes is getting back together, with all original members and putting out an album. Sweet.

Ten bonus points to the person who can identify the song referenced in this post.